So today, my dad decided to take my little sister and spoil her. I think maybe it was because we had to cancel her birthday party. But anyways, we went to Toys R’ Us first. And I realized how depressing it was there! Hahaha I immediately saw an enormous section made specifically for The Avengers, and I freaked out. But people were already giving me weird looks. So I went on with my little sister. As my sis looked around, I walked off and checked out the gaming section to not find anything interesting. Eventually, my sis decided on a scooter and this big-ass water gun. Then we went to Wal-Mart and my dad buys my lil sis a bike. So in the end, my dad spent almost $150 on my lil sis. I was happy that she was happy. But really, me being my immature self, I was jealous. All I wanted was a pair on new headphones so I can sleep at night. But I never like asking for things out of the blue and for no good reason. So I didn’t. After that, my dad bought me and Moe some McDonalds and him and my mom some shrimp soup he bought at El Tapatio for my mom’s sickness. then I had to wash the car, and that gave me a lot of time to think. And I got to thinking about a quote I’ve heard a lot lately. “I you dream about someone, it’s because they are thinking about you.” So I thought, if that’s true, no one I care about…cares about me…or at least never thinks about me. I haven’t dreamt about Kaleigh in years. All the dreams I post on here about kaleigh are years old. Of course I over thought things again…

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Thanks dad for ruining my weekend once more before my weekend has even started! Not only did you wake me up from a nap that happened because of a terrible headache, but you woke me up to tell me to wash dishes and wash the car! WTF!!! Ever since my AVID field trip, I’ve realized how much I want to leave this place. That sense of freedom, being able to do what I wanted when I wanted. Being able to eat when I wanted to eat. The teacher saying,”Okay, we have two hours here. Eat. Tour. And meet back here at so-and-so time.” That freedom just worsened the situation for my parents. They don’t want me to leave, but really, they’re not helping the situation. And you’re probably how ‘unthankful’ I am. But right now, I really don’t give a f*ck what you have to say. I’m pissed. I don’t even get to go anywhere for the entire three day weekend. My tia Angie is supposed to come over the last I heard, but I doubt it. She never goes through with her plans and randomly shows up when we least expect it. 

And now my mom thinks every time I’m on the labtop, I’m looking up porn. She even told me that the last time she on labtop, an ADVERTISEMENT for a single dating site popped up. WTF does that have to do with me!?!? I wasn’t even on the same user as her! She thinks she can try to trick me out of doing something I’VE NEVER DONE! She says ‘Just to let you know, I WILL find out!’ What’s she’s really doing is pushing me further away. Without even realizing it.